1st of all, Happy Chinese New Year!!

Ok, how should I start.. Hmmm...

This morning went to bro's house to bai nian. His house so packed! And the best of all is there's lion dance! I know I'm lame but me like! :P

After that, we started to gambling! Woots! But, this year is not my luck. Lost 20bucks on Blackjack and 6bucks on Mahjong. =( At least I had fun! :DD

Gambled till 11+ and everyone started yawning around. so we stopped and ate macdonal and steamboat together. After eating, everyone started going home. And guess what ? I actually missed my last bus and I still waited there for like 15min? -.-

So no choice for me but to walk home. Been so long since I walk such a long distance home. I love walking in the cold and windy night. Cause i can emo myself ttm and no one knows! =)

And now I'm finally home! I think through a lot of stuff while walking back. Whats decided by me is decided. The feeling of being betray feels like hell. I'm such a fking idiot to betray my best friends.. Infact, his like a big brother.. Even a million sorry won't build back the trust we had that time.. Just like using 1 million tape won't make that cracked mirror back to its original piece. Many people has been coming and going out of my life. But I still prefer my old friends. I know its too late to regret now. Blame myself.

My prepaid is low and I don't wish to go out with anyone this few days. I just wan to be alone.. If you respect me, please respect my decision..

I'm off to sleep now.. God bless you. :D

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